atlast Graduate! :-)

At last our final semester result is out. Completed my B.Tech finally. As usual, we did not have any idea that it's gonna get published today and when I logged in to orkut in the evening, I came to know that final semester result has just been published. My heart started beating faster. I prayed to God and opened WBUT website. It's a great great feeling...cannot explain it in words..Suddenly I felt so blissful and satisfied.
As we are alumni now, I know that now I would have to face the real tough world without the shield of college life ; I know that life is gonna be more complex;  I know, I have to go miles ... I am still unplaced, I have to find a good job for me but at this moment I can't help being happy, being satisfied, being relaxed :-)..My parents, my friends and other family members are happy for me and you know, you are on cloud nine when you see that your near ones are happy for something that you have done!

But is it all that I am feeling right now? Genuinely speaking, no! I am having a mixed feeling, or better to say, I am missing some lost yet very special persons of my life  right now, people who are not in my life anymore and would never come back to me...may it be death, distance, our ego or misunderstanding, the wall between us would never be overcome. I am missing them who would have been very happy for me today. I am missing Boromasi, Maity Sir and of course the person who was my best senior. I know, we are light years apart and none of them would ever come back in my life but I just want to share this news with them, I want them to encourage me, inspire me once again, I want them to be happy for me. Missing them like hell, love them loads....