Thursday, July 22, 2010

Magic !

Today I was feeling very down. Though I prefer to share my problems and feelings with my friends,today I did not feel like that. Any way, the main point is that I was upset and as I am suffering from fever for last 3-4 days, my condition was really tough. I was not even in the condition to chat over phone properly. Still due to my boredom I decided to spend some time on surfing orkut. As I logged in, I saw Soumi left a scrap for me. Soumi and I were coaching mates. We used to take tutions together.  We were close friends during the best phase of life..teenage!
I was hesitating if I would reply her or not as I was not in a mood of chatting. Then I replied that I am not feeling well, both physically and mentally. She asked me to come over private chat. I did. She asked me the reason. But I decided to keep silent. Don't know what she understood but she said, "Ok, if you don't wanna say then don't. But why are you upset? You are a strong girl!"
I don't know what I would feel if these words would be said by someone else but this time I suddenly got my confidence back. Yes, I am strong, though I heard it after ages. :-)... It may sound dramatic but there was a magic in her words that I was really touched by them. Really they say it right, old buddies understand us the best and the best part is that sometimes you even do not need to say anything :-).
Love you Soumi, love you loads.
In spite of the distance between us, in spite of the lack of communication; I know you are still among those few who understand the real Ankana. :-)

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