Shukriya Zindagi

Signing in on blogger after a long time. Exactly after one month I am gonna post over here! In last one month, I have achieved something that worth mentioning. I have got my first job!!!

21st January, 2010. We were waiting so long for that day when a well-known software company came to our college for recruiting 2010 batch for the 1st time. Some of my friends got succeeded but many of us were rejected and here comes the phase of "face the real world aka struggle period" ;-) and during that seven months, like many of my batch mates, I appeared for many campus recruitment and each time I could not crack.

But now I can realize, those seven months were the most important phase in my life till date when I have come to know many facts of life, have seen many shades in people's character, including mine! Someone said it correctly that hard time does not change a person, it reveals him and truly I have discovered myself. When I was very upset with my future, my career and was becoming frustrated day by day, I started searching things which can make me happy and hence I rediscovered my passion of writing and reading and socializing and now I can feel that I have found myself :-). I came to know many people behind many known faces, I came to know my inner self as well. I have seen how friends support, love and encourage; I have also seen how so called friends come and show fake sympathy and then talk behind your back ;); I have seen how I react on my failure or how I react on others success at my own tough time. As many of you can guess, during this phase I was surrounded by many negative emotions, anger, envy, jealousy, frustration, disappointment and many many more and one fine morning I realized that I am free of them. I am no more angry with those who betrayed me, I am not envious for others success and I have got back my peace of mind as well and may be it was God's blessing and gift for me for overcoming those negative emotions that I became able to achieve my job!

Now I know how true it is that God gives us success only when we deserve it and become able to carry out the responsibilities with that. If I would have got the job on that very first day, I would never have realized that nothing comes for free, may be I would never have realized the value of this success. This phase of my life has taught me to be patient and more matured, has ruined my snobbery and has given me a better Ankana back.

But what about the phase after getting the job??Well it's a wonderful experience, of course I have become more confident, more responsible but the best part is that I become so over whelmed when I see my family, friends and well wishers are so happy and excited for me :-). Did I ever expect this much love from others? What more can anyone want? Well what I can say is that it is not only my hard work that paid off, it is their love and support as well and I realize how lucky I am!!!! :-)

Now , I just want to give my best to build my career. No more laid back attitude, no more irresponsibility, only hard work. Wish me luck  and keep on supporting me :-)