atlast Graduate! :-)

At last our final semester result is out. Completed my B.Tech finally. As usual, we did not have any idea that it's gonna get published today and when I logged in to orkut in the evening, I came to know that final semester result has just been published. My heart started beating faster. I prayed to God and opened WBUT website. It's a great great feeling...cannot explain it in words..Suddenly I felt so blissful and satisfied.
As we are alumni now, I know that now I would have to face the real tough world without the shield of college life ; I know that life is gonna be more complex;  I know, I have to go miles ... I am still unplaced, I have to find a good job for me but at this moment I can't help being happy, being satisfied, being relaxed :-)..My parents, my friends and other family members are happy for me and you know, you are on cloud nine when you see that your near ones are happy for something that you have done!

But is it all that I am feeling right now? Genuinely speaking, no! I am having a mixed feeling, or better to say, I am missing some lost yet very special persons of my life  right now, people who are not in my life anymore and would never come back to me...may it be death, distance, our ego or misunderstanding, the wall between us would never be overcome. I am missing them who would have been very happy for me today. I am missing Boromasi, Maity Sir and of course the person who was my best senior. I know, we are light years apart and none of them would ever come back in my life but I just want to share this news with them, I want them to encourage me, inspire me once again, I want them to be happy for me. Missing them like hell, love them loads....

Magic !

Today I was feeling very down. Though I prefer to share my problems and feelings with my friends,today I did not feel like that. Any way, the main point is that I was upset and as I am suffering from fever for last 3-4 days, my condition was really tough. I was not even in the condition to chat over phone properly. Still due to my boredom I decided to spend some time on surfing orkut. As I logged in, I saw Soumi left a scrap for me. Soumi and I were coaching mates. We used to take tutions together.  We were close friends during the best phase of life..teenage!
I was hesitating if I would reply her or not as I was not in a mood of chatting. Then I replied that I am not feeling well, both physically and mentally. She asked me to come over private chat. I did. She asked me the reason. But I decided to keep silent. Don't know what she understood but she said, "Ok, if you don't wanna say then don't. But why are you upset? You are a strong girl!"
I don't know what I would feel if these words would be said by someone else but this time I suddenly got my confidence back. Yes, I am strong, though I heard it after ages. :-)... It may sound dramatic but there was a magic in her words that I was really touched by them. Really they say it right, old buddies understand us the best and the best part is that sometimes you even do not need to say anything :-).
Love you Soumi, love you loads.
In spite of the distance between us, in spite of the lack of communication; I know you are still among those few who understand the real Ankana. :-)

AND THAT'S A SIX!!!

eto din pore sesh porjonto "le chakka" dekha holo. Srijan arts projojito o Raj Chakraborty porichalito ei chhobi ti promo r somoy theke notunotter dabi korchilo..obosyo sei dabi k na kore? :)...hubohu tuke toiri chhobi'r porichalok avineta rao to promo te bolen "dabi korchi emon chhobi ar dekhen ni". tobe "le chakka" kintu ei dabi rakhte pereche..valo mondo se kotha pore asche..eta nihsondehe bola jae chhobita sotti e ar 5ta bangla chobi r cheye alada..emon ki kono samprotik hindi chobi r chaya o nei...criket er bishes vumika ache dekhe hoeto oneker "lagaan" er kotha mone hote pare..tobe "lagaan" er sathe ei chhobir oi cricket tuku baad dile r kichui mil nei.

jeta achhe seta holo cricket, politics, ekta misti premer golpo, bangal ghotir lorai r sobcheye besi kore para culture er nostalgia. sokoler ovinoy khub e sabolil bishes kore Dev o Payel jevabe nijeder hero-heroine image chere berie esechen seta bes valo lage..r sesh drishye r
Ritwik er ovinoy mone daag kete jae.

Indradeep Dasgupta r music besh valo tobe onek khetre ganer bebohar bes oproyojonio mone hoeche... outdoor location r Raj Chakraborty sob chobir motoi ekhaneo jhokjhoke cinematography chokher aram dae..

jani otinatokiota ache (seta kon tothakothito commercial Indian film e thakena bolun?), juktir ovab o ache...kintu oto totto kotha dure sorie rekhe sudhu nirvejal anondo r mojar kotha ( Raj Chakraborty sulobh tukro hasir upadan vorti)bolle ei chhobiti hesekhele 1barer besi dekha jae...porichalok eta dekhie diechen hoy atel marka chhobi noeto neka kanna vora kimba dokkhin bharatio chobir remake na koreo sadharon bangali dorshoker arai ghontar monoronjon kora jae..r etai sobcheye borokotha...r tai ei chobi dekhe ese "le chakka"r gota team k boli "that's a six!!"

GOODBYE RCCIIT