Bored of being bored

Four months passed after my semester exams...four long months of idle life! Well people busy with their work or studies will find it as a rare and beautiful phase of life, but trust me it drives you crazy when you have to sit at home for such a long time with nothing meaningful to do. Moreover many of my friends have got their joining and the rest are busy to find jobs. So meetings and freaking outs are scheduled only on weekends :-(.. But what about the rest of the days? I have tried many things for fun and entertainment and to keep myself busy.... books, movies, TV, yoga, computer-games, chitchatting, day dreaming, shopping, roaming around the city and many more but one cannot have much fun all alone :-( and honestly now I have become tired and bored of doing all this. Books seem to need more patience, TV,chatting have become boring and shopping have become meaningless( yeah yeah its true..even I cannot believe it :P ) and movies? Well then I should mention that no good movies(bollywood / tollywood) are releasing for days.(yes I have seen We are family and Byomkesh , but still feeling the crisis). One of my friend says, I should utilize this time to rediscover myself but I am actually becoming confused about myself!! Things which used to be my passion or hobbies are now boring to me. The main thing is that when pass time becomes a regular job, it looses its charm and the same thing happens with me. There is a limit of having holidays yaar!!
It doesn't mean that I am a workaholic or serious type of person but now I really want to start my job. I know job-life is gonna be hectic and I might not experience this kind of extended holidays again but still I would rather prefer a busy life than a nothing-to-do-wholeday type one..So just keeping my fingers crossed and waiting for my joining letter.

Pujo'r gondho esechhe

pujo aste ar matro 45din baki...calendar er hisebe din 15 agei sarat kal pore gechhe..kintu ei kath fata gorome seta bojhar jo nei...shopping mall guloe pre-puja sale o suru hoeni...pandal bandhar kajero temon naam gondho pawa jacche na...rastar dhare du ekta agam pujo committee'r bigyapon obosso chokhe porche..tobe segulo kichutei pujo asche asche ei choya ta dite parchhe na..eto kichu na- na r moddhe j jinis ta roj jete aste chokhe angul diye dekhie dicche pujo asche seta obossoi khoborer kagojer stall e stall e uki deya pujobarshiki...amar onekdiner sokh ekbar pujoe sob boroboro pujobarshiki gulo porbo..kintu hoe ar othena...3te ki khub besi hole 4te potrikar moddhei sei sokh simaboddho rakhte hoe...kintu ebar jeno jed ta ektu besi e chepe boseche...haate ekhon ofuronto somoy(cinema dekha, bondhuder sathe ghure berieo onekta somoy e beche jacche dekhchi :d ), tai ebar thik korechi sei chotobela theke moner moddhe pushe rakha sokh ta puron korboi...apatoto 3te potrika haate peyechhi....samner soptahei baki gulo kine felar icche achhe :-)...nindukera j jai boluk ekhono ami sarabochhor opekkha kore thaki ei somoe tae kakababu, mitinmasi kimba jhinukder sathe dekha korar jonno..tai kal Anandamela ta hate petei pora suru kore diechhi...r sei notun boi er gondho sukte sukte bes ter pacchilam pujor ar motei besi deri nei...pujor gondho akashe batashe....

Shukriya Zindagi

Signing in on blogger after a long time. Exactly after one month I am gonna post over here! In last one month, I have achieved something that worth mentioning. I have got my first job!!!

21st January, 2010. We were waiting so long for that day when a well-known software company came to our college for recruiting 2010 batch for the 1st time. Some of my friends got succeeded but many of us were rejected and here comes the phase of "face the real world aka struggle period" ;-) and during that seven months, like many of my batch mates, I appeared for many campus recruitment and each time I could not crack.

But now I can realize, those seven months were the most important phase in my life till date when I have come to know many facts of life, have seen many shades in people's character, including mine! Someone said it correctly that hard time does not change a person, it reveals him and truly I have discovered myself. When I was very upset with my future, my career and was becoming frustrated day by day, I started searching things which can make me happy and hence I rediscovered my passion of writing and reading and socializing and now I can feel that I have found myself :-). I came to know many people behind many known faces, I came to know my inner self as well. I have seen how friends support, love and encourage; I have also seen how so called friends come and show fake sympathy and then talk behind your back ;); I have seen how I react on my failure or how I react on others success at my own tough time. As many of you can guess, during this phase I was surrounded by many negative emotions, anger, envy, jealousy, frustration, disappointment and many many more and one fine morning I realized that I am free of them. I am no more angry with those who betrayed me, I am not envious for others success and I have got back my peace of mind as well and may be it was God's blessing and gift for me for overcoming those negative emotions that I became able to achieve my job!

Now I know how true it is that God gives us success only when we deserve it and become able to carry out the responsibilities with that. If I would have got the job on that very first day, I would never have realized that nothing comes for free, may be I would never have realized the value of this success. This phase of my life has taught me to be patient and more matured, has ruined my snobbery and has given me a better Ankana back.

But what about the phase after getting the job??Well it's a wonderful experience, of course I have become more confident, more responsible but the best part is that I become so over whelmed when I see my family, friends and well wishers are so happy and excited for me :-). Did I ever expect this much love from others? What more can anyone want? Well what I can say is that it is not only my hard work that paid off, it is their love and support as well and I realize how lucky I am!!!! :-)

Now , I just want to give my best to build my career. No more laid back attitude, no more irresponsibility, only hard work. Wish me luck  and keep on supporting me :-)